Sunday, August 1, 2010

problems.

So. I think I have serious issues. Like when I just even THINK about Isaac turning one I go into panic mode and I feel like someone should be rushing a paper bag over to me to breathe into. Or I think about stealing him and running away because if we run away then he won't really be one?! See. Issues people...I need help!

It's a good thing that I have slowly accumulated a billion things for his birthday or else I'm not sure at this point I'd be able to do it! I guess I felt safe buying things then because the party still felt SO far away..but now that it is so close I feel a bit like becoming a recluse.

Don't get me wrong. I am happy he is growing and healthy...I am just so sad because it is all happening way too fast. And because I already have a 7 and 3 year old I KNOW it's not ever going to stop. He is just going to keep on growing and I just wish he'd stay a baby a little bit longer.

So. Continuing with birthday month post #2...we also bought Isaac an Avalisa "I love you" canvas. Actually, I bought 4. One for each boy and one for our future 4th baby?! (or one to make a nice baby shower gift to someone else's baby :)



I first saw them in this nursery and I still haven't decided if I'm going to let the boy's paint in the o's...what do you think?

*And if everyone could continue to pray for my friend and her family it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much.*

5 comments:

aaron and melissa said...
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aaron and melissa said...

Oh my gosh, where do I start?? First, I know exactly how you feel. I was a little heartbroken when I realized that Stevie was actually about to turn one!! So if you need someone to hand you a bag, I can do that for you!

Second, I adore the I love you canvas, and I really hope that you have another baby!!! What a beautifully simple piece of art.

Third, you make the most beautiful baby boys, I can't imagine what a girl would look like. You must keep an open mind on #4!!!! I love this post.

I picture you in a closet, holding Isaac, laughing and playing make-believe. Not in a desperate way, but pretending like the rest of the world doesn't exist and there are no such thing as birthdays! xo

Tiffany said...

Melissa why are you leaving sneaky comments and then deleting them before I can read them?!?! haha :)

meghan said...

Aww!! I can't believe he is turning one either!! Times goes by so fast!!

The "I love you" canvas is precious, I kinda want one now, and the painted in O's are a must!

4th baby?!?! That would be awesome, I definitely would love to knit up some more plump booties for you!!!! :)

Jacklyn and the Johnson Boys said...

ALL of this talk about babies is seriously making me rethink the whole "I'M DONE" fase I was going through!! I really am getting a baby itch! Our sweet little guys are getting so big, it hurts my heart!! LOVE the canvas...and you must have the painted O's...so sweet!!